this is scary for me to write but ill give it a shot! im a cutter. this is hard for a lot of people to take in at first but thats okay. i dont tell everyone. in fact, ive only told 6 people. although none of which include my parents. i know my parents would get scared and put me on suicide watch and i dont want that because as hard as it may be to understand, im not suicidal. i used to be but thats not the case anymore. i just need something to get rid of all the emotional pain i feel and self inflictions are the only way i know how to. i really dont want to die though. this isnt something to joke about and im not joking. this is a very serious matter and im very scared for myself. after that its kinda hard to explain why i do it in a way youll understand. i just want to be accepted by others and nonacceptance was what got me started. i really wanted to inform everyone of all the dangers of it and say slash at your own risk.
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I understand more then you know. I too am a cutter. Next month will be a year sence I cut. I have learned to take one day at time. The need is still there but I made a promise to myself that I would stop, so far I have kept that promise.
man do i know what you mean... i've been cutting for about ... four years and now its to a point where its more like an addiction than anything... people just don't get that you know? all i can really say is that you should find someone to talk to =/
As much as it might take away the pain... I've been through it myself... It's a worthless skill, and I hope you realize this soon too.
i deff. know how you feel.
hey....... don't cut...... i know..... but trust me...... it's not gonna help much....... have u ever talked to ur partents about how you feel????
no and i dont plan on it either. i dont need a therepist doing what my parents do all the time. yelling at me and making me feel like shit!
hi..... ummmm therapists are there to help but all in all they kind of need the help themsleves.... aNYWAYS! you can always let your pain out danceing, or writing, or karate!! thast always a good one, cuz when your sparing you can beat the shit out of the person :)) but like yeahhh....... writing helps me,, i know ive wanted to at time, ( i never have just something like it, idk but i don't anymore) becasue i write all the time, its an outlet, and at least you know that you don't want to but its th eonly way that helps, some ppl don't think theres anything wrong with it, which there kindof is, but yeah,, i could go on and on with this subject but i don't want to bore you or make you mad,,,........ummm just try something else, like whne you want to just blast your music, and start writing....... just try it, thast all you have to do
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I am a cutter. It's amazing for me to say that I have been "cut free" for 2 and a hlaf months! I am starting to realize that I need to grow up, and hopefully you will to.
thnk dickhead!