no one gets it!

i dont think anyone gets my situation here. im very unhappy and ive been unhappy since i was 7 years old because my family and lots of other people dont appreiciate me. my parents are always yelling at me and making me feel like shit! the rest of the world on the other hand not only does the same thing as my parents do but also make me feel unwanted, unloved, forgotten, hated, and many many more. all that has made me angry and confused and just so many things! i havnt been able to take it since it started. i started burning myself and was even suicidal at one point. 5th grade i started cutting and became anorexic. none of this has been getting any better. its only been getting worse. i feel lke god hates me all the time. the only people i feel really care are my bff B.L.F and D.J.D. i cant tell you how things are gonna be from here on out cuz i really dont know. all i can say is LAY OFF ALREADY! I GOT ENOUGH STRESS AS IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!