when the days go by...

when the days go by,

i try to forget,

the pain,

the agany,

the memories i fret.

i long for the day when somebody sees,

the truth lies within me,

and so you must see.

i am a person with emotions and a past,

it caused a great trauma,

overlooked none the less.

the worst has yet to come,

and so i must prepare,

for the great will i bear inside me,

will help me to face it.

i am young and so it may seem,

i havnt seen the world yet,

but you wouldnt believe.

i have seen many colours in people and places,

that i do not know of the safety in spaces.

i have a wall built straight to the top,

i shall ot break it down,

you most come overtop.

the world is so big,

so great,

and so wide,

so many have hurt me,

for the real me inside.

and so that is why i must do all that i do,

to keep me from getting hurt,

but who ever knew?

when the days go by,

it is so silent,

and i need  friend,

who can help me deny it.